& Time Is Taking Its Time Erasing You

[wistfulbreaths]

I'd be lying if I said I only think about you once in a while
& I'd be lying if I said, you don't echo in my mind
Cause I hate that I still got a little love left for you
& I lie when I say that I never miss you when I do

It's been, well, it's just been. I've spent a lot of time watching Mentalist and finally after nearly 6 seasons of cat and mouse, the main storyline surrounding Red John has concluded.

I have to say it was a rollercoaster, but well done, and all of my suspicions as to who Red John was, were completely wrong. The writers did an excellent job with misdirects.I miss that in TV shows and movies we see today. There is no creativity anymore. The world has become so depressing, and it shows in TV, movies, and music. Art has been lost.

Perhaps that is why the world has become so dreary; dark. All I know is I miss when TV shows and movies surprised me. Now, I 'm pretty good at predicting what is going to happen which is why I'm really enjoying the Mentalist. Unfortunately, I know eventually it's going to end, and I'll be stuck with my thoughts again. Thoughts I could do without, so I already have plans in place to fill that void.

I hope it works.

I'm in the process of refining my resume in the hopes I'll be able to find a job. I know it's going to be a process, especially because I've been out of work so long, but I don't have a choice.

Life as they say, must go on.

But you can't take Bon Iver, my long black hair
August stars and northeast air
Or anything I learned to love with you
Like the way the stormy Arizona nights
Were always ours, but now they're mine
'Cause if I have to live with losing you
I'm not gonna lose me too